堕落~~~~~自救吧！！

最近又开始颓废了，又不停地想起往事。。啊~~~~~~~~~真的很讨厌想想想啦！我就快要变回像以前的我了，那份执著又回来了，但这不是好的执著，而这份执著曾为我带来许多困扰。忙忙忙~ 让我好不容易才感觉到自己能够改变想法，改变生活，还觉得自己会有些希望能够撇掉过去的种种~~~不愉快。但近期又开始松懈了，好像变回以前的我了，我似乎不能拥有多余的时间来放松自己。一旦开始放松自己，就什么事都会涌出来了，或许是太得空来想些有的没的吧！！一直以为压力会让我进步，让我能够上进，不再想废的东西。努力求学，为自己将来打算~ 不管在感情还是学业，都是一样！！似乎我的定力还不够，我还是改变不了过去的一切不好，也做不到我想达到的目标。胡思乱想就是让我前进最大的阻碍。。咳~~~ 真的只有我才救得到自己~~~废废废~~~

Stressssssssssssssssssss~~~~~

Feel so stress n stress n stress for studyin at de super expensive college..abit regret for paying so much to study here..i scare i wil get ntg wit my 40k..SO SHIT!!Damn SHIT~i feel so stress for all de sub i takin tis sem~duno y..it is so much diff feel for studyin at taylor and tarc..

I fEeL th3 sTrEsS taT I eVeR feeL B4...

EveRy9 CanT sLeEp wELL bCz Of tHe StuDy...

TutoRiAL cLaSs oSo StResS...

StarT fRoM wEeK 3...nO oN3 Day cAn tAk3 a DeEp BrEatH...

EverYdAy Got Diff stuFf to Do...smtm tutorial presentation,smtm small quiz,smtm tutorial assignment..DAMNnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn~So Wish tO ShOut iT oUt!!

NeXt wEeK n FoRwaRd Got 4Assignment tO pAss uP~Individual smor..1500words,400words...

~GOD pls HeLp M3~StreSs bUt HeLpLeSs

New Challenges IS coming~

New Life is Coming...hope everythg will goes smooth for me!!I have to work harder and oso study harder for de incoming challenges...this is wat a 20years old gal shud have de thkin...ntg is importan than my future..

We Have tO CrEaTe OuR oWn fUtUrE~ntG iS iMpOrtAnT thAN tAt~

SoMeTiMEs iS bEtTeR tO bE SeLfIsH pErSoN...

BeCauSe nOt EvEryOn3 wiLL chErIsH wAt U Did fOr...

melaka-kl...kl-melaka...accident??luckily nope..

yea..tis 2mth i seems lik very busy..but when i thk back..i found i din do anythg tat is meaningful one..travelled..worked..and some stupid thking..den wat else i done??ntg..jz a meaningles life..i am jz a stupid n ntg person...bored bored bored..drive oso almost accident..cuz i alwz no concentrat while drivin..and so sleepy smor..few times almos accident..but the amitabha is blessing me..GOD wake me up when i almost crash on the side..thx GOD!!

想起她~却想哭了~

不知道为什么突然间涌出许多的感触~让我忍不住想哭了！可能，是那位朋友又再让我想起了~很久很久的一段时间没跟她联络了，但不管我再怎么努力，她还是不会原谅我的，因为她说她有自己的原则。去新加坡旅行时，买了一份礼物给她，但却发现我已经没有勇气再打那熟悉但感觉很陌生的电话号码，我怕她根本就不想接我电话。她应该很讨厌我吧~她把一切都说得很像是我错，但。。。我也不知道，只觉得是她变了！算了吧~ 以前的我们好到像双胞胎般，形影不离的。。吃饭一起，读书一起，一个汉堡两人吃，一瓶水两人喝。。我们彼此都认定对方是知己了，但自从大家的生活圈子变不同了以后，她认识了新的朋友，她不需要我这么烦的朋友了。她要我放弃她这个朋友，因为她不再需要我这朋友的关心。所以我们四年的友情在今年初画下句点。但我还是想谢谢她，因为她让我改变了我的坏脾气，让我成长了，也感谢她曾经给过的付出和帮助。虽然现在的我在你眼里不算什么，可能回忆也变得漠糊了。但是我还是会记得你，你是我这辈子最珍惜的知己，所有的回忆都记在我脑海里。有你在的地方，就会有我给你的祝福。不管什么时候，只要你还需要我这朋友，都欢迎你回来。是你教我放下执著的，所以也请你放下你的原则，让人帮你解决你的压力和问题。我是不比你了解我般了解你，但我不会笨到你是怎样的人我都不懂。或许我真的不懂，那应该是因为你真的变了，所以我不了解你了。朋友，你是我最熟悉的陌生人。保重你自己！！永远祝福你！！我也希望我自己不会再为你流泪了，因为长大了不应该随便流泪了。。。只是不明白为什么我把朋友看的那么重。。。

Results released!!

tHe fEeLinG iS sO nErVouS wHeN My fRenZ SmS mE tHe ReSuLts ReLeased...actly tHe dAy BefoR tAt I ad Cnt FaLL sLeEp bCz So sCaRe tat I cNt gRaDuAt wIt u alL~anD I am AfRaId tHat I wiL mAk3 my PaReNts dissapointed~.~ tHeY put mUch hOpE oN me...but I fEeLs Lik juz wasted my 2yrs time and my parents money...AT LAST~I get my results tat no making dem disappointed!I Feels console bcz the results is much more better than my expectation!!SO,I dOnE mY Diploma on time ~ and now I am LookIng for more further study as much as i can!!
no education=no future?? For me...yes~the realistic world is lik tat!!no education=no good career=no high pay,which mean will be very hard for live~I wanna earn as much money as i can~for myself n oso my family!!So,I will be more hardworkin in the future~Promised!!^^

Sharing My Sweet Memories Photo!!

Genting Farewell Trip @ 19-21 May 2009~

BaLi Trip @ 12-16 May 2009~DFI3 Classmate!!


Friendship Forever^@^