Friday, March 27, 2009

Everything keep on changing~

Everything in our life doesn't goes well as what we wish...
Nothing can be so perfect,
And nobody and ntg will be remain the same forever,
Peoples keep on changing as time goes by,
Time past so fast,we can't get anythg if we din change ourselves,
When stil a child,we nonid to thk so much~bcz parents will thk for us
Follows by our growing~many thg we need to knw how to handle..
Because nobody will alwz stand beside u and support u..
You din find out the method to solve,nobody can help..
Can't expect anyone to help u,cuz we live in realistic world..
Peoples are SELFISH and ntg important than their ownself..
Everyone will change to be more better or worst,
What we can do is change ourselves in this REALISTIC world,
Don't expect anyone will change bcz of u,and think on ur behalf...
So,we must follow up the trend of this realistic world..
If not suffer one will be ourselves~
Just face anything we meet,don't thk of avoid it~
Because our life is to challenge wit many kind of decision,but
NOT BE COWARD!!
I alwz think ntg can be forever,
but in my heart i stil trust something can be forever,
THAT is what i SAY and PROMISE in my life,
Nobody know about it,
But GOD will understand!!
~GOD BLESS ME~

Monday, March 9, 2009

祝我生日快乐吧~~

我的生日就酱过了~谢谢那些还记得我生日的朋友,真的很感动!有些我不是很熟的人也有祝我~朋友还比知己来的更有心。有人说~朋友可以很多,但知音难求。我真的相信了~寻找知音不是单方面的,如果另外一方不愿意跟你交心,那最多就只能做朋友罢了!我真的累了~我不会再找什么知己了。。两次的失败其实已让我对朋友没什么信心了!!或许是我不够好又或许我的生命中不会有什么能够分担或分享心事的人吧!我没那种命~但我不会放弃的~我还会继续对你好的。。因为这是我对朋友的原则!我只能努力靠自己来解决一切事务,我的人生应该是充满挑战的!我要加油~为生命中的一切加油!!

我第一个生日愿望是希望~我的家人,干妈一家人,还有我的朋友。。都能平安快乐!
第二是希望我的学业还有将来的事业能够一切顺利!
第三个愿望是保留着的!!!心里知到就好~

牛牛,生日快乐!!^^

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

分享一首歌~我们的纪念

数不清的泪 我又哭了好几回
幻化成蝶 停留在这片落叶
被风化的雪 埋藏在千年以前
我用尽一生的思念 只为等着你出现
回忆渐渐凋谢我在我身边
唤不醒原来还跳动的画面
就让我留在轮回的边缘 等一道光线
看见某年某月我们之间曾经说过的预言
就让她带走你的那瞬间成为我们的纪念
谁能发现我的世界曾经有过你的脸
数不清的泪 我又哭了好几回
幻化成蝶 停留在这片落叶
被风化的雪 埋藏在千年以前
我用尽一生的思念 只为等着你出现
回忆渐渐凋谢我在我身边
唤不醒原来还跳动的画面
就让我留在轮回的边缘 等一道光线
看见某年某月我们之间曾经说过的预言
就让她带走你的那瞬间成为我们的纪念
谁能发现我的世界曾经有过你的脸
就让我留在轮回的边缘 等一道光线
看见某年某月我们之间曾经有过的预言
就让她带走你的那瞬间成为我们的纪念
谁能发现我的世界曾经有过你的脸

.....ntg can be forever!!!

yesterday start my new sem and oso my last sem~i realy duno why i stil continue wit my study..my future is wat??befor,i had stated a clear future dream~but now it seems lik so hard for me to make my dreams come true!I feel so hopeless in everythg~my study,my dreams,my future,my frenz and my everythg~i don hv confidence to all these thg anymore!!especially frenz~tat day,i hurt one of my frenz by using some heartless word...i knw i hurt her!!i feel guilty after said lik tat.But thx to her tat she treat me as best frenz,jz i don realiz!Cause of a frenz~~and now i won trust frenz anymore,altot he/she realy treat me as a best frenz,but i won trust tat is smthg can be forever anymore.In relationship~i oso won trust!cuz in the real world~ntg can be forever!!anyone oso can betray u...anyone oso will leave u...So,I will treat myself as gud as i can!I trust myself more than others~But i won treat my frenz bad,cuz i care my frenz more than everythg!cause i appreciate everythg tat given by the god....i trust in 'yuan fen'~