.....ntg can be forever!!!

yesterday start my new sem and oso my last sem~i realy duno why i stil continue wit my study..my future is wat??befor,i had stated a clear future dream~but now it seems lik so hard for me to make my dreams come true!I feel so hopeless in everythg~my study,my dreams,my future,my frenz and my everythg~i don hv confidence to all these thg anymore!!especially frenz~tat day,i hurt one of my frenz by using some heartless word...i knw i hurt her!!i feel guilty after said lik tat.But thx to her tat she treat me as best frenz,jz i don realiz!Cause of a frenz~~and now i won trust frenz anymore,altot he/she realy treat me as a best frenz,but i won trust tat is smthg can be forever anymore.In relationship~i oso won trust!cuz in the real world~ntg can be forever!!anyone oso can betray u...anyone oso will leave u...So,I will treat myself as gud as i can!I trust myself more than others~But i won treat my frenz bad,cuz i care my frenz more than everythg!cause i appreciate everythg tat given by the god....i trust in 'yuan fen'~